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    Layout: Detonated Love
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    Edited: Shamita
    27 January 2007
    11:31 AM


    Different Types Of Love
    1)If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous,then it's not love.
    It's"INFATUATION".
    2)If you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him or her because others think that you shouldn't,then it's not love.
    It's"COMPROMISE".
    3)If you love some one because you cannot leave him or her thinking that it would hurt his or her feelings,then it's not love.
    It's"CHARITY".
    4)If you love some one because you share every thing with him or her,then it's not love.
    It's"FRIENDSHIP".
    BUT
    1)If you feel the pain of the other person more than him or her even when he or she is stable and you cry for him or her,that's"LOVE".
    2)If you get attracted to other people but stay with him or her with out any regrets,that's"LOVE".
    3)If you let him or her go knowing that he or she has to go but he or she doesn't want to,that's"LOVE".
    and i love you hydrogen.

    18 January 2007
    11:45 PM

    been a long time since i blogged.
    im kinda free tdae. haha.
    sch was good tdae.
    im happy. ;D
    not much hmwk.
    aft sch, went to swensens ystrdae.
    hazie treated us. XD
    then went tot iong aft sch tdae.
    it was raning so heavily larh.
    and guess who smiled at me at the foyer?
    HAHAHA.
    hazie has got a new crush.
    and so do i.
    okay larh, its getting late.
    gotta get to bed and get sleep.
    so that i'll look my best tmrw.
    she's coming in.
    i dnoe if im happy or disturbed by it.

    13 January 2007
    2:12 AM

    so love is a mistake afterall.
    havent blogged for a long time now.
    school's been stressful.
    lack of sleep is becoming a prob i cant handle.
    and im getting used to the teachers.
    -shrugs.
    i've been thinking abt hydrogen for the past few hours.
    and i cant figure out a thing.
    its the minor things that she does that are the the most upsetting.
    on the other hand, i guess its juz me.
    i make my heart stronger each time to break it once again.
    over the 2 mths, i made myself stronger.
    and in less than 2 weeks, i end up shattered.
    so i gotta go thru the tedious process once again.
    tsk, its painful.
    and thanks to her, im getting numb to feelings of disappointment.
    its over anw.
    i dont give a damn anymore.
    Z has been in sch for the past 2 days.
    her same firm self.
    hair sticking out here and there.
    a clip holding her fringe back.
    the same gorgeous lips and beautiful teeth.
    the faint smile that crossed her face when she saw me.
    not even a hello.
    yet still nice.
    i can go on forever..
    haha.
    fine, i accept that i did admire her a lil.
    and i got back my notes.
    its $8 now.
    i'll throw it away soon.
    -shrugs.
    it's a useless chase.

    06 January 2007
    6:11 PM

    I can't get out of bed today
    Or get you off my mind
    I just can't seem to find a way
    To leave this love behind

    I ain't trippin
    I'm just missing
    You know what I'm saying
    You know what I need

    You kept me hanging on a string
    Why you make me cry
    I tried to give you everything
    But you just gave me lies

    Every now and then
    When I'm all alone
    I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone
    Say you want me back
    But you never doI feel like such a fool
    There's nothing I can do
    I'm such a fool
    For you....

    I can't take it
    What am I waiting for?
    I'm still breaking
    I miss you even more
    And I can't fake it
    The way I could before
    I hate you
    but I love you
    I can't stop thinking of you
    It's true
    I'm stuck on you

    Now love's a broken record that's
    Been skipping in my head
    I keep singing yesterday
    Why we've got to play these games we play?


















    the scars you left behind in my heart...
    *HYDROGEN SULPHATE*
    only bonded in Chemistry.

    02 January 2007
    4:14 PM

    so 2006 has ended.
    and so has my obsession.
    im so sad..
    school starts tmrw.
    school sucks larh.

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